dont let them eat, not even cake.

Tommorow is Thanksgiving and I have the cutest outfit picked out! I bought a pair of leggings that go to the ankle, I'll be wearing those with an oversized sweater and white heels. I'm super excited. As for makeup, I'll be wearing a white cream eyeshadow that goes with the sweater along with i'm thinking a bit of black eyeshadow in a right angle over the white shadow because the black makes my eyes more mysterious. I'm listening to bay area's Social Unrest. I'm planning on seeing them play on December 5 @ gilman. That should be tight, I just bought some blue leopard tights that will go well with my green converse and I totally just realized they will go perfectly under my hellllla ripped pants. ugghh thats so fucking perfect I even have a blue RKL shirt to go with.
I've been so excited for this holiday season this year that I have already planned out the gifts for most of my friends, I have made my christmas whishlist (which includes;the fucking car in my driveway, Seasons 1-3 of MTV's THE HILLS, Bare Escentials, Lucky Brand Jeans, Coach Perfume, Versace Perfume and a few other things. hella girly) and I have even picked out the out fit I'm going to wear on christmas! I'm obsessed! Last night I got this idea of what I wanted to wear so I checked wetseal.com and picked out a skirt & a top and even an eyeshadow to go with this outfit, and I called 3 diffrent macs looking for this one eye shadow and everywhere was sold out so I had to buy it on ebay for 6 dollars more than it was in stores.
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tommorow is thanksfuckingiving!

Being a 16 year old student and going to a school with over 1,500 kids, its hard not to notice what these kids are wearing especially when your interested in fashion. I've been looking at a lot of fashion magazines this fall (like always) and i havent seen a new real trend, or anything inspiring lately. Bascically on the runway are furs; fur coats and fur boots that are causing an uproar in the lives of animal rights activists. Well nevermind that- fur will always be an issue. Things like pette coats and scarfs are hot now. Honestly, I dont know where i'm going with this, but i feel like I should throw my two cents in on fashion life now because i havent read any raw fashion forward articles lately and its somewhat deppressing. Recently i've been thinking my fashion icons are Marykate and Ashley Olsen because they're style is so laid back, and whimsical but at the same time they have that very fashion forward vibe. Kate moss I think also has a very inspiring fashion sense, she's always on the go being a model and such so when she gets dressed she's just throwing pieces together and they always look hot. I also really like how the girls on the MTV show The Hills, Lauren Conrad and Audrina (last name?) have very practical, down to chill and party styles and that are suitable for a girl my age. I was looking at some videos on youtube .. (i love youtube- you can find anything!) I found these great slideshows of Marykate Olsen


(isnt very good till about 0:41 seconds into it)
Marykate went from a very boho chic- oversized look to a more older, sophisticated look.

I think I am actually going to start posting on here once or twice a week.. maybe (:
So lately things have been 'good' i guess. I feel fat, but other than that its cool. The outfit im wearing today is nice, i got my first compliment at around 8:30 this morning so maybe i will get more? haha whatever.
I just talked to my 'best friend' whom i havent seen for like 3 months, and were planning on hanging out today which is cool because i miss her. There's this guy in my life right now (who probably wont be for much longer on account of him living in Poland, but I really like him so I hope we keep in touch, but its hard to tell) and he's really sweet, funny and totally cute, so I think I am going to introduce him to my best friend, Danielle today perhaps. I really dont know how to go about writting on this, because its like everything i say is 'random' and doesnt go in any sort of order and I start out every new line with; "so" or "well" or just some random sentance. Bare with me until i get "ahold" of this is I guess what i'm asking. I feel somewhat "stupid" writting on this because im not sure who will actually read this, so if you do, reply so we can start a conversation or something (:
Oh! So i found out (well actually my Polish boyy found out) that if you type in my "username" on google, it will take you to all of the posts I have written on here, like even the ones in the communities. I totally didnt know that. I hope my other friends dont figure that out because i think I would be embarassed if they read these because i'm a terrible writter.

hey everyone! The last time i posted here, i was going to the doctors because my family said i was looking a little "bony". well, the doctor made me gain 3 pounds and she said she was really proud of me, so i dont have to go back until august- thank god! but she wants to see me at 110 pounds. ew, so not gonna happen! Currently i weigh 101.5 im not happy with that at all. so my goal weights are as follows:
gw1: 100
gw2: 97 (i know thats only 3 pounds less than 100, but my weight always bounces between those)
gw3: 95
over al goal weight for now; 90
so its 8:40 and ive already had 80 cals!!!
i had a slice of toasted bread- 70 cals (5 fat cals)
and two pickles on it- 10 cals (0 fat cals)
im skipping lunch and after school im going to do hw and workout. ive been doing the aerobic striptease and i really like it! it maes me break a sweat and its fun! Ive also been doing 10 pushups, 100 crunches and i run up and down my stairs till i feel is enough for my fatass. Another workout i added to all that yesterday was the new workout in this months issue of seventeen magazine. its an ab workout and i find it really effective! (and ive only done it twice!) so i deffinatly reccomend picking up that issue!
well, i hope you are all doing well, and acheving your goals! if you want any support or want someone to talk to, you can always email me or contact me here!
think thin girls & boys (:

this might possibly be the only entry i post.
i pretty much just use LJ for communities.
i use myspace though, of course. so get @ me there.